World Para-athletics Championship: Hollie Arnold targets sixth title

After a turbulent few years former Paralympic javelin champion Hollie Arnold says she has “fallen back in love” with the sport again.

The 29-year-old Briton has faced challenges on and off the track, but is now focused on the future as she bids to win her sixth consecutive Para-athletics World Championship title in Japan on Friday before aiming to regain her Paralympic title in Paris later this summer.

Things looked bright for Arnold as 2020 dawned. She was world and European champion and world record holder in her F46 category and was well on track to defend the crown she had won at the Rio Paralympics in 2016.

But then the Covid pandemic struck, throwing everything into disarray. The Tokyo Games were postponed for a year and the situation had a huge impact on Arnold’s mental wellbeing.

“It was like having my heart ripped out,” she tells BBC Sport. “I felt I had lost my identity. I know there were so many worse scenarios that were happening to people, but this was my life and my dream and what I train for and things slowly started to slip.”

The Welsh athlete already had experience of mental health issues, external after her mother Jill was diagnosed with depression in 2013, and started to see some similarities with her situation. Although Arnold was never medically diagnosed, the struggles continued even after she eventually returned to training.

In the midst of it all, Arnold travelled to the Tokyo Paralympics to defend her title and, after leading going into the final round of the competition, she saw rivals Holly Robinson from New Zealand and Noelle Roorda of the Netherlands overtake her and she finished with bronze.

But she regrouped and went to last year’s Worlds in the French capital, throwing a season’s best to win a fifth world title.

“There was extra fire in my belly last year and being able to go out and prove myself was the best feeling ever,” she says.

“I felt like I had finally got a bit of my happy Hollie confidence back and I wanted to build on that for this year.

“When I am a happy and confident Hollie, I am a dangerous Hollie in competition.

“Although Tokyo is always a sore point, I’ve realised now that it was there to teach me, not that I am invincible – I knew that – but that it’s OK to not be able to come out at a major event after a pandemic because I really struggled.”

Her own experience and that of her mother have helped Arnold, and she wants more people to be open and honest about their feelings.

“There are so many people who suffer with mental health, but the more people who speak up about it, the better,” she says. “You are not alone. Never feel afraid or that you don’t want to burden others.

“Talking is the best therapy and there are so many different outlets you can use – things like family, friends and helplines.

“It took me a long time but time is a great healer.”